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April 28 last week's musicHitlist #373
April 28th, 2008
April 23 weakerI can tell I'm weaker than before. Something has been wrong with me since I came back to Hangzhou last week. I'm getting tired very fast, I have no appetite (what is bad - how thin can I be!!
My mood has been also unstable: sometimes I'm melancholic, sad, want to cry, ad it takes just few moments to be extremely happy. I guess it's not normal. Emotional swing, sleepless.
Yeah, I need to take a long rest. When? Maybe in next life...
I bought tickets to fly back to China. I'm going to Poland in the end of June (the ticket was purchased last year) and going to be back in mid-July. It's a roundtrip... so yes, I know when I'm going back to Poland again. And it won't be until March 2009... That scares me a little because it means I won't be back home for Christmas. It's going to be the first time I won't spend Christmas with my family. I decided not to come back at that time because my sister-in-law has been pregnant, hopefully is giving birth in winter - I'd like to see the baby. Perhaps it won't be born until Christmas and I want to be sure to meet a happy, enlarged family. It's too expensive and too time-consuming to fly to Europe twice within few months.
Now I think it's a good idea. Who knows how I'm going to feel in December.
Looking for a better world; where can I find it...?
April 21 back from Guangzhoumachine gun"If only I could see
You turn myself to me Recognise the poison in my heart There is no other place No one else I face The remedy, to agree, is how I feel" [Portishead, Machine Gun, Third]
Hitlist #372
April 21st, 2008
April 17 GuangzhouCurrently I'm in Guangzhou - I'm attending Canton Fair. So big evnt, so many people, so big city, which... unfortunately didn't impress me much.
Anyway, everywhere you can try to find some nice places. I found! Pity, that there are not too many such places in Guangzhou.
I'm going back to Hangzhou tomorrow. Finally, I miss it!
April 15 nude"Don't get any big ideas They're not gonna happen You paint your smile And fill the holes There'll be something missing Just when you found it It's gone Just when you feel it You don't It's gone forever" [Radiohead, Nude, In Rainbows] Hitlist #371 April 14th, 2008 Hong Kong - Guangzhou
April 11 TaipeiI am so excited about Taipei! It's a great city! Could I live here? Oh yes, I'm sure I would fit here easily.
Take a quick look at some photos.
Flying to Taipei...
Night market in Taipei.. so much delicious food over there!
Taipei 101 - one of the tallest buildings in the world! Impressive!
Make love, not war!
Motorcycles everywhere... Thousands of them in Taipei!
I went to the wine store to taste a little of France...
In the evening - that is Sun Yat-Sen Memorial Hall (國父紀念館)
Subway in Taipei...
April 07 going to Taiwan tomorrowGoing to Taiwan tomorrow. Getting excited 'bout that! Hitlist #370 April 7th, 2008
April 01 how to disappear completelyWhat happens with people after they die? Where do they go? Can they see others?
How to disappear completely?
How to disappear completely and never be found?
The song I want to present is one of the most touching songs I have ever heard. I'm up in the sky, so high... from where everything looks so small and meaningless. I love that feeling. I'm not here. This isn't happening. Let the music take you there.
Radiohead: "How To Disappear Completely"
That there
That's not me I go Where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah it's gone And I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here Strobe lights and blown speakers Fireworks and hurricanes I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here [Radiohead, How To Disappear Completely, Kid A]
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