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    January 31

    IMHO

    My Polish friend Chris (yes, yes, another Chris! but this one is chris975 ) created a messageboard - a forum where everybody can write what they are interested in. The messageboard is mainly about music (but not only) and mainly for Polish people.. but there's one place for speaking English only. So if you have time and will, please register (in Polish it's "rejestracja") on the following website: http://imho.mojeforum.net. The English forum is here.
    I hope it's not too complicated to register. Haha, Polish is easy!
    And... I have a question: what does IMHO stand for?  Yes, yes, everybody knows it, at least I hope so.
    January 30

    shopping

    I bought a washing machine yesterday. I decided to do it because I want to feel fully independent here. So far I had to wash clothes in my hands or to use Wind's washing machine. She's so nice to help me but I guess it will be better if I learn to use it by myself. I'm already a grown-up, aren't I?
    After I had bought it I noticed a fridge, small fridge, exactly the one I wanted to have. I told Calvin (he helped me yesterday) that since I'm already doing shopping, I can buy also a fridge. But what was amazing - I couldn't do it because the shoplifter told us that she didn't have it on stock!! I was so disappointed and confused. Why, the hell, do they keep products on display that they can't sell? In Europe it would be unbelievable... If we want to buy something, we just do it, that's simple. If there's a demand from a customer, the factory will meet his requirements. Well, I live in China and I still have to get used to many weirdnesses. China is different and there are strange rules here.
    Last week I started to teach some private students. They are a Christian group in Hangzhou, they are all very religious and positive in thinking. They need an English teacher to improve their listening and speaking skills. So.. here I am! If they like my lessons, we will have 2 hours every week. Thanks being a teacher I have so many opportunities to meet people... people whom I would never have met in different circumstances!
    I always try to find a bright side of everything I do, everywhere I am and in everyone I meet. Sometimes there are moments of doubts and low mood but they happen to everybody. The whole world deserves to be noticed.
     
    January 29

    did you forget to take your meds?

    "I was alone,
    Staring over the ledge,
    Trying my best not to forget
    All manner of joy
    All manner of glee
    And our one heroic pledge

    How it mattered to us,
    How it mattered to me,
    And the consequences

    I was confused,
    By the birds and the bees
    Forgetting if I meant it

    Baby did you forget to take your meds?

    And the sex and the drugs and the complications"
    [Placebo, Meds, Meds]
    Hitlist #308
    January 29th, 2006
    1. 4 (12) Placebo, Meds
    2. 2 (5) Late Night Alumni, Empty Streets
    3. 1 (13) Muse, Knights Of Cydonia
    4. 18 (2) Within Temptation, What Have You Done
    5. 11 (2) 周杰伦, 夜的第七章
    6. 3 (6) Scissor Sisters, Land Of A Thousand Words
    7. 5 (6) Chris Cornell, You Know My Name
    8. 10 (3) My Chemical Romance, Famous Last Words
    9. 16 (5) Eric Prydz vs. Floyd, Proper Education
    10. 7 (8) Jamelia, Beware Of The Dog
    11. 15 (3) Incubus, Love Hurts
    12. 6 (12) Sigur Ros, Hoppipolla
    13. 8 (5) Bob Sinclar, Rock This Party (Everybody Dance Now)
    14. 9 (14) 周杰伦, 霍元甲
    15. 19 (2) Sandra, Around My Heart
    16. 20 (4) Disturbed, Land Of Confusion
    17. - (1) Josh Groban, February Song
    18. 13 (5) Razorlight, Before I Fall To Pieces
    19. 14 (10) Snow Patrol, Set The Fire To The Third Bar
    20. - (1) John Mayer, Belief
    January 28

    photos

    I added some new photos as the internet finally is faster.
    These are photos from recent parties in KTV - Kevin has just graduated from WEB and organized the dinner and KTV-singling for friends. And I was also there!
    Nice event, wonderful people and the head full of cigarette smoke... and beer.
    Enjoy.
    January 27

    I wish

    What can I say..
    Internet sucks.
    See you when I'm better.
    There are only moments of sunshine.
    Feeling good? Haha, I wish.
     
    This week I was listening to Polish blues-rock band called Dzem (it's like Jam). They have the most beautiful songs about loneliness and crying - and they are so real.
     
    ... samotnosc to taka straszna trwoga
    ogarnia mnie, przenika mnie
    wiesz, mamo, wyobrazilem sobie, ze
    ze nie ma Boga, nie
    nie ma Boga
     
    ... czasem placze, bo
    chce mi sie plakac
    wtedy czuje, ze
    uchodzi ze mnie zlosc
     
    Don't ask me to translate the lyrics. I don't think I want to do it.
    One more song fits to my present mood: it's "The World Is Black" by Good Charlotte, hehe. It's so awful day.
    I have a dream. I won't tell anybody about it. It's only mine. Tschuess.
    January 22

    knights of cydonia

    "No-one's gonna take me alive
    The time has come to make things right
    You and I must fight for our rights
    You and I must fight to survive"
    [Muse, Knights Of Cydonia, Black Holes And Revelations]
     
    Hitlist #307
    January 22nd, 2007
    1. 3 (12) Muse, Knights Of Cydonia
    2. 2 (4) Late Night Alumni, Empty Streets
    3. 1 (5) Scissor Sisters, Land Of A Thousand Words
    4. 15 (11) Placebo, Meds
    5. 7 (5) Chris Cornell, You Know My Name
    6. 4 (11) Sigur Ros, Hoppipolla
    7. 9 (7) Jamelia, Beware Of The Dog
    8. 5 (4) Bob Sinclar, Rock This Party (Everybody Dance Now)\
    9. 6 (13) 周杰伦, 霍元甲
    10. 16 (2) My Chemical Romance, Famous Last Words
    11. - (1) 周杰伦, 夜的第七章
    12. 11 (3) U2, Window In The Skies
    13. 13 (4) Razorlight, Before I Fall To Pieces
    14. 8 (9) Snow Patrol, Set The Fire To The Third Bar
    15. 17 (2) Incubus, Love Hurts
    16. 12 (4) Eric Prydz vs. Floyd, Proper Education
    17. 10 (12) Keane, Nothing In My Way
    18. - (1) Within Temptation, What Have You Done
    19. - (1) Sandra, Around My Heart
    20. 19 (3) Disturbed, Land Of Confusion
     
    January 20

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    January 18

    enhance

    I started to worry about my company. I feel like they totally forgot about me. Nobody contacts me during working time, nobody's online, I have no replies to my emails. I've done everything I could,  now I can only wait. It's a strange feeling, and not very good. You may say that I could be happy and take some rest - but I don't think like that. I want to work, I want to get a sense of achievement.
    I talked online with Oliver yesterday night. I couldn't fall asleep... I told him that I sometimes I feel lonely... especially recently. Calvin went to USA for business trip, Oliver works in Linan (not so near to Hangzhou city), Jack works in Ningbo (another city in Zhejiang), Lili is preparing for her exams and studying very hard, Joyce... has her own problems. So many people went somewhere, they are all busy everyday. I also want to be busy.
    I had dinner with Ben yesterday. Ben is my frequent reader, he often writes interesting comments to my blog. You may check also his blogging! Just go to http://ben20021959.spaces.live.com - he keeps on writing in English, very promising for future.
    And today I met Wind. We chatted for some time and she invited me to her friends' English salon. That's so good when people are willing to organize something within their surrounding. To improve your personality, to enhance yourself everyday is very humanistic, isn't it?
    Be active in your lives - that's crucial.
    January 16

    KTV

    I'm having quite busy days, not only for working and teaching. I had a wonderful dinner on Sunday evening - together with Chen Chen and his parents. We went to the Japanese restaurant. Wow, the food was so delicious and I was so full!! The evening was very nice because Chen Chen's parents are so charming. I didn't feel any distance in front of them. They'd like to invite me more often...
    I've been in Webi everyday since I came back to China. I told my students about the time I spent in Poland, I showed them the pictures, I even demonstrated them how to play the flute! Haha, it was so interesting and it seems they liked me playing some Polish songs.
    Kevin invited me to KTV yesterday. He will graduate from Webi soon and he will go back to Shaoxin where his parents live. I feel sad about it but I know the life is like that. Anyway, yesterday we celebrated! There were quite many people with us. We drank.. Polish vodka. Yes, yes, we bought it in China! It is called "Wyborowa" (what means "choice" or "excellent"). Oh, I was so drunk! Drinking, singing, dancing - I had a great time.
    And today I woke up at 2 pm...
    January 14

    empty streets

    "The city feels clean this time of night
    Just empty streets
    And me walking home to clear my head
    I know it came as no surprise
    I'm affected more than I had guessed on what was said
     
    If the smile's not meant to be
    If the heart's not ready to open
    If we make it I won't see it's broken"
    [Late Night Alumni, Empty Streets, Empty Streets]
     
    Hitlist #306
    January 15th, 2007
    1. 1 (4) Scissor Sisters, Land Of A Thousand Words
    2. 6 (3) Late Night Alumni, Empty Streets
    3. 2 (11) Muse, Knights of Cydonia
    4. 9 (10) Sigur Ros, Hoppipolla
    5. 10 (3) Bob Sinclar, Rock This Party
    6. 4 (12) Jay Chou (周杰伦), Huo Yuan Jia (霍元甲)
    7. 3 (4) Chris Cornell, You Know My Name
    8. 8 (8) Snow Patrol, Set The Fire To The Third Bar
    9. 12 (6) Jamelia, Beware Of The Dog
    10. 5 (11) Keane, Nothing In My Way
    11. 20 (2) U2, Window In The Skies
    12. 17 (3) Eric Prydz vs. Floyd, Proper Education
    13. 13 (3) Razorlight, Before I Fall To Pieces
    14. 7 (11) Damien Rice, 9 Crimes
    15. - (10) Placebo, Meds
    16. - (1) My Chemical Romance, Famous Last Words
    17. - (1) Incubus, Love Hurts
    18. 11 (10) Nelly Furtado, All Good Things
    19. 14 (2) Disturbed, Land Of Confusion
    20. 15 (7) Evanescence, Lithium
     
    January 12

    again

    I'm in China again. This time I travelled via Helsinki, and it turned out that it was a very good choice. The journey was shorter and there were no procedures at the airport - not like in London, where I had to go through many time-taking things.
    I landed in Shanghai yesterday morning and I found a bus to Hangzhou. Yes! I found it by myself! In huge Shanghai airport! I guess I got some more experience in travelling.
    I came to Hangzhou in the early afternoon; Kevin and Stephanie were waiting for me, oh, it was so nice of them. I noticed that it was colder than in Poland, what is rather unusual... It is still cold today. And raining!
    I'm happy to be here again. The only thing that bothers me is Internet. The service doesn't work smoothly because of the December-2006's earthquake in Taiwan. Well, at least I can keep you updated in this website.
    Best regards for Agnieszka and Darek who accompanied me in Warsaw before my trip. It was so good to meet them. And they helped me a lot.
    January 09

    time to say goodbye

    It's time to say goodbye to my family, and my friends in Poland. Tomorrow I'm flying back to China. The weather is rainy - just like the day I left China. My brother took a lot of pictures with me.. I'm going to show them to my students during the first lesson. It will be on Sunday afternoon - I wonder how many students will come! I hope they remember me as well I remember them.
    On Friday I went to Toruń - I met Milena (gorgeous girl from my university, she lives in Ireland now) and Magda... It was my first meeting with her, she found my blog in Internet and we started to write to each other. It turned out that she studies at the same university as I did. The world is small.
    You can check Magda's space and try to be her friend: http://madziorek.spaces.live.com.
    I'll be in China on Thursday morning, and in the early afternoon I hope to be at my home in Hangzhou. Who likes to say goodbye??
    Goodbye Poland. Welcome China.
    January 08

    you know my name

    "Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you
    The odds will betray you
    And I will replace you
    You can't deny the prize it may never fulfill you
    It longs to kill you
    Are you willing to die?
    The coldest blood runs through my veins
    You know my name"
    [Chris Cornell, You Know My Name, Casino Royale Soundtrack]
     
    Hitlist #305
    January 8th, 2007
    1. 1 (3) Scissor Sisters, Land Of A Thousand Words
    2. 2 (10) Muse, Knights Of Cydonia
    3. 9 (3) Chris Cornell, You Know My Name
    4. 3 (11) Jay Chou, Huo Yuan Jia
    5. 6 (10) Keane, Nothing In My Way
    6. 10 (2) Late Night Alumni, Empty Streets
    7. 7 (10) Damien Rice, 9 Crimes
    8. 4 (7) Snow Patrol, Set The Fire To The Third Bar
    9. 5 (9) Sigur Ros, Hoppipolla
    10. 12 (2) Bob Sinclar, Rock This Party
    11. 11 (9) Nelly Furtado, All Good Things
    12. 8 (5) Jamelia, Beware Of The Dog
    13. 16 (2) Razorlight, Before I Fall To Pieces
    14. - (1) Disturbed, Land Of Confusion
    15. 13 (6) Evanescence, Lithium
    16. 18 (19) Jay Chou, Qi Li Xiang
    17. 19 (2) Eric Prydz vs. Floyd, Proper Education
    18. 14 (17) Snow Patrol, Chasing Cars
    19. 15 (8) U2 & Green Day, The Saints Are Coming
    20. - (1) U2, Window In The Skies
    January 05

    ambassador

    I started to feel very excited about my trip. Wow, I'm flying on Wednesday! My colleagues from the office told me that's incredible that I'm so happy to go. They say: how come that I'm going far away and I won't see my family for so long time - and I'm full of joy. For some people it's hard to imagine to move out from their hometown, homecountry, to leave sweet home and Mummy's dinners. I can, I want to do it and I'm glad that I have a chance to realize my dreams, to fulfill my expectations.
    I sent Jay Chou's "Qi Li Xiang" to some friends. And guess what: they like it! They say that they can't believe it's not English or American artist because it sounds so good. I know that the good song can be composed anywhere - it's a moment of magic to create a piece of music. If Jay becomes popular in Poland, it will be my merit!! I became an ambassador of his music.
    Oh, if he was popular...
    January 04

    routine

    Daily routine.
    6:10 am - wake up, brush teeth, wash face, dress up
    6:25 am - drink tea, don't eat anything - never eat breakfast in Poland
    6:45 am - go to the office
    7:00 am - sit in front of computer - boring, and this is called "work"
    10:00 am - eat breakfast
    3:00 pm - go home
    3:30 pm - eat dinner
    4:00 pm - watch "The Bold and the Beautiful"  and other stuff like that - this is called "entertainment"
    6:00 pm - meet someone, talk, try to kill time, read
    7:00 pm - watch news, news and news
    8:00 pm - eat supper, prepare to sleep, days are still short and dark
    Life became dull.
    Next week will be better!
     
    January 02

    welcome

    Welcome to new year. I believe it will be good. I didn't use to complain (at least not often!) and I try to look on the bright side of life - that's the citation from Monty Python... "The Life of Brian", isn't it?
    The future is bright.
    I spent the last night of 2006 with my older brother and his wife and their friends. I invited Ania, just like previously, in 2005. We danced a lot - remember that I love dancing? In China I don't have many possibilities to dance, I don't like to dance alone - and not many Chinese like it. The party ended after 3 am - enough to greet the year 2007 with respect. Fireworks in the sky! Champagne in the glasses! Joy in our hearts!
    I'll have one more New Year's Day. In China it will be on February 17th! Great news! There'll be another occasion to celebrate! I hope I can spend it with my friends...
    My dear all, only one week left for me in Poland. I'll have the flight on next Wednesday, I'll be in China on Thursday morning.
    January 01

    land of a thousand words

    "This is the land of a thousand words
    But it seems so few are worth the breath to say
    Except I'll be looking after my own world
    And you just keep on saving the day
    I'll try to stay but it's in vain when you're far
    I'm on the run to wherever you are"
    [Scissor Sisters, Land Of A Thousand Words, Ta Dah]
     
    Hitlist #304
    January 1st, 2007
    1. 9 (2) Scissor Sisters, Land Of A Thousand Words
    2. 7 (9) Muse, Knights Of Cydonia
    3. 1 (10) Jay Chou, Huo Yuan Jia
    4. 2 (6) Snow Patrol, Set The Fire To The Third Bar
    5. 5 (8) Sigur Ros, Hoppipolla
    6. 3 (9) Keane, Nothing In My Way
    7. 4 (9) Damien Rice, 9 Crimes
    8. 18 (4) Jamelia, Beware Of The Dog
    9. 15 (2) Chris Cornell, You Know My Name
    10. - (1) Late Night Alumni, Empty Streets
    11. 8 (8) Nelly Furtado, All Good Things
    12. - (1) Bob Sinclar, Rock This Party
    13. 14 (5) Evanescence, Lithium
    14. 6 (16) Snow Patrol, Chasing Cars
    15. 10 (7) U2 & Green Day, The Saints Are Coming
    16. - (1) Razorlight, Before I Fall To Pieces
    17. 11 (6) Christina Aguilera, Hurt
    18. 12 (18) Jay Chou, Qi Li Xiang
    19. - (1) Eric Prydz vs. Floyd, Proper Education
    20. 19 (3) The Killers, Bones